vintage and models
She has no tits but I fucks with her undies.
Can’t decide which Taking Back Sunday song to put on my 2000s Playlist, “you’re so last summer” or “Make Damn Sure”
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Well its official
You’ve come to the conclusion you and lb will be Brian and Justin. Through all the bumps and rough patches you’ve moved and you’re in a new state still under the influence of lb. And your heart breaks every time you talk to him and think he’s moving on…but at the end of the day you’re not married it was only for entertainment purposes only. But he got attached and he still hasn’t let go. You’re still by his side even though you’re two states away. You just can’t let him go. You’re doing this to prove your loyalty and that he’s never going to find another you…not in this lifetime. Once you finish job corps you’ll see where your head is at and where his is at.
A drug you just can’t quit
After a while of not blogging it’s time for an update. You and lb are in a good place a really good place. Has he realized how good he’s got it…no. Does he adore you and give you whatever you want…no. Is he only fucking you…yes. You’re happy with where the two of you stand and it’s healthy to a certain extent.
It all started 8 years ago
You and Nick have been going together for a couple years and you realize that he could be the one. It all began 8 months after the last time you El captain pencil legs officially ended you left him one night after great sex and never looked back. Tonight you and Nick are going out tonight to celebrate. He takes you to a restaurant…it’s his restaurant and even though a part of you wants to run the other part of you is stuck. But it’s whatever you two haven’t talked for all we know he could be opening up another restaurant in Miami or something. You go straight to the front and you see Scott and he looks surprised but doesn’t say anything just steps aside and let you in. Nick is surprised but doesn’t say anything. Nick tells the hostess his name and she takes us to our table. I’m looking all over the place for my past lover and he’s nowhere to be found. You see a few new places and you sit at the table and before you can even get comfy your signature drink arrives and you look over at Megan and mouth thanks.
Nick: You seem to get a lot of special treatment, have you been here before?
Me: Yes. Remember I told you about my old love? Well this is his place.
Nick: You want to go somewhere else?
Me: No this is fine.
We enjoy our meal. And then we leave and back at my place we talk.
Nick: I love you and I’m ready for this. Will you marry me?
Me: Uh are you sure?
Nick: Of course. I wanna lock this down and I want you to be my wife.
Me: Ok.
A lil bit of an obsession is nothing short than unhealthy
As you read old tweets and old tumblr posts you’ve come to the scary realization your relationship was nothing more than an obsessive sickening thing that lasted way to long. It was detrimental to say the least and during this break from blogging he’s been catfished more than a handful of times. And you two took a break from one another and the addiction has somewhat subsided. Your sickness has somewhat healed on its on. Ok maybe that’s a lie. But you’re no longer at his beck and call, you no longer have the need to talk to him every single day, you no longer have the need to see him every day. You’ve emotionally healed yourself, and if given the opportunity to sleep with him again what exactly would you say? What exactly would you do? Your sickness really got the best of you. Your addiction nearly killed you and you have to sit and wonder was it really love or was it a lovesick addiction? Your tweets were all about him.
When you lose a barbie you gain a model
It took all of two months for el captain to realize that his lil gf won’t shit but a slutty, lil slut bag with huge vagina door lips. It also took a while for him to realize that hooking up with a minor was going to do nothing but cause a whole world of problems. Now that that lil fling is over he can go back to just fucking with you or at least you would like that, But of course he just had to move on and find himself a stupid lil faux model who we don’t even know if she’s real or not. I mean when he falls in love apparently he falls hard and there’s no stopping the bullshit. All you wanted was a lil bit of attention a whole lot of fucking, but can you get that?? No you can’t bcuz all he wants is to be friends and who really wants another friend when you already have enough friends and you really just want to fuck. He can be very stubborn and you have no choice but to love him and his stupid selfish ways. If it were up to you, you would’ve made his stupid ass stay put. He doesn’t deserve you and you and him both know that. But there’s a strange pull the two of you have towards each other and although it may be complicated and complex the two of you have somehow made it work. Its been almost a year, 11 months in counting and although you’ve paused the fucking for the time being, you just have to chill bcuz you and him both know that this thing with this model isn’t going to last long, it never does.
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